Hopelessness looms over me like a dark cloud,
And the raindrops keep washing away my humanity.
There is nothing people will remember me for,
So, I sit quietly and do not challenge gravity.
My skin is prickly and unpleasant to touch.
My eyes were once gates, but now they dig holes.
I peel off the layers of my flesh one by one,
Hoping judgements and rumors will swallow me whole.
The papers claim I let my victims bleed out,
Then lift them with my skeletal frame until they scream.
Nosy tongues say that I carry teeth in my ribcage,
It ensures that my heart stays hungry and lean.
Silence begs me to ask questions I should not know,
And I feel a wave of guilt building right in front of me.
God, I wish I never showed them that I can bite.
I am the monster they built, and I am their deity.
-Jackie