In between the most private of moments the camera flashes bring me home.
The curtains I’ve wrapped around myself don’t hide me from the Hippodrome.
But these horses keep dragging the time faster and faster down the streets,
And I’m spinning in frantic circles to find the escape or just an empty seat.
Lights blur my vision as they’re leaking neon on my darkest dancing shoes.
I can’t run away now, the footsteps I leave are sparkling in pinks and blues.
If I survive one more night, then maybe their greed will lose its sizzling heat,
Or maybe it’ll scorch my scars until I bleed dry without missing a beat.
The choice lies down on my neck as all the flashes melt into a single one,
A pulsating array of stars emerge from the horizon, the prize yet to be won.
Between the most public of shunnings, the raindrops bring me back to life.
I let the curtains drop and blind the crowds that once kicked me down
And still took a bite.
-JW