A Glimpse Of God

The applause gets louder each time I beg them to stop.

They cheer for my wins and scream from the mountaintop.

The blood on my hands drip down the knife I hold.

They would not believe that I do just what I am told.

Spit leaves their lips as they yell my name to the sun.

Those hatchets I buried turned into red water guns.

The crowds want a piece of my gold, a glimpse of god

But she is long dead and my morals are deeply flawed.

I still remember how loud they booed me back then,

Their teeth sunk into my neck when I picked up a pen.

They pretend like we reached this peak hand in hand

When they called me the maddest woman in this land.

-Jackie