I wish it was easier to put down the weight,
I wish I could release all this power and flee.
But my mind reshuffles the thoughts I hate,
Hoping I can never end this killing spree.
My lips shoot arrows, eyes – lightning bolts.
The crimson clouds destroy gilded palaces.
I could build a house from the grudges I hold,
Fill all cups with my counterfeit promises.
So, I carry the stones in my pockets,
Snarling angrily at everyone who flies above.
My stares become dull, wounding both eye sockets,
They throw frozen tears at the whitest doves.
I wish it was harder to tear others down,
I wish I could stop bleeding on every passer-by.
Yet, my thoughts buzz around, forming a crown,
And I continue this crusade without an alibi.
-JW