
The operators are all busy answering silent callers,
And I do not blame them for ignoring my screams.
The pebbles in my shoes are cutting open my feet,
But if I keep my eyes closed, I will tear at the seams.
Tongues press against my neck like a warning.
Their sour breaths sneak up my nostrils and I wretch.
The operators are all busy watching me suffer,
And I know they will clap when I reach the edge.
-Jackie