
The cold water hurt a little when I jumped off your dock,
Navigating the clashing waves and the plunging stocks.
My mind threw malisons your way, two cents a flock,
It drew an evil eye in your fields of bloody crops.
No, I’m not heedless of the times you’ve saved my life –
Just to dig a deeper grave and blithely call it mine.
Dark thoughts are like horseman, no need to come in fives.
They sting like bullets, they open flesh like knives.
And I swim through the breathlessness in burning lungs,
I wish for a calm coast under these thirteen suns.
The mirrors might lie for you in some ungodly tongues
But deep waters will hide me
Until you empty your plastic guns.
-JW