
The word tastes so bittersweet on my tongue,
Looks good on paper in an illuminated room.
I’ve perfected these plans ever since I was young
And you trapped yourself not a day too soon.
What do we have here? A cheap skin sack
Laced with a smidge of my own blood type.
A third rate man with a bow on the back,
Shimmery, yes, but never worth the hype.
So I look under the trembling, leaking lids,
Trying to make sense of the six years of pain.
Everything’s there, mental jitters and skids,
But I know how you love to show fake feign.
I pull your chair closer, I lift up your chin.
Your neck cracks in a despicable way.
The drops of sweat cover your grey skin
Therefore you’re aware I came to play.
But the moment I uncover my angry wrist
To scratch your sinful heart of teak,
The alarm punches my sleep with both fists
And I never get the revenge
I’ve been destined to seek.
-JW