My Bogeyman

Photo by Tayla Walsh

There’s nobody left here to listen, just my therapist,

And I have to check my words at the door.

I know you’re watching it unravel from the precipice

With that little smirk I always adored.

My eyes can’t meet yours, not just yet.

The doctors keep telling me that I shouldn’t see you.

I can’t afford to lose another royal bet,

But the sharp winds force me to retreat too.

What will become of this story, my bogeyman?

Will I write myself dry or respect your last wishes?

You just want me to run as far as I can

While in my head we’re breaking oaths and dishes.

Still, there’s no one left to hear me out,

And everyone who knew me found a reason to flee.

The silence you grant me tastes like a drought.

I’m trying to decide if this woe is my prophecy.

-Jackie