
I still remember the beginning of us.
It has echoed through me like some old tale.
I know you and I know us like I know my own shadow,
And I know that your coffin is missing one nail.
Maybe it was our little dance that got me,
Maybe the peace you brought swept me away.
I have showed you every angle I have,
And I feel scared every time you choose to stay.
Three borders keep us in different time zones,
But I hope that one day I will tear them down.
My shattered pride tells me that I am failing.
I do not know what to say when you drown.
Still, I remember the beginning of us,
And it replays in my head until I feel nauseous.
I know you, but maybe I just know myself.
These walls I build tell me I should be cautious.
-Jackie