Purgatory

Photo by Pedro Dias

Every breath that leaves my lips carries this lust,

This greater sense of purpose,

This gold-covered rust.

I am careful not to waste it on second chances.

My walls are built high –

No passion, no romances.

Every step that I take shakes out the darkness.

My vision turns blurry,

And the night sky turns starless.

The curved road ahead is chanting my old name.

I let it have its laughs,

Let it play its wicked games.

Every breath that leaves my lips floats like a cloud.

One more step to heaven,

One more scream from the crowd.

-Jackie