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The only peace I know lies besides me on the cold kitchen floor,

And it shakes in silent relief each time I let go of the score.

The only voice I follow breathes gentle symphonies into my ears,

Covering my head in bright fantasies that slowly dry my tears.

The only hope I have left trembles silently in the darkest corners.

It does not know whether it belongs with the lovers or the mourners.

The only grain of patience I have for you is finally coming apart,

And you know that this time you will not make it

If I do not give you a head start.

-Jackie