
I let them break me in the tiniest pieces and parts
Until every last inch of me is a bleeding shard.
I let them bend me in twists and stretch me out,
Then they ask me to smile and lose the pout.
My shoulders are heavy, and my back is weak,
I cannot fall asleep, and it has been a week.
My voice seems to get all the answers wrong,
I cannot face the journey, it is way too long.
So, I just let them drain me of the holiest blood,
And I watch as they paint the whole neighborhood.
I let them erase me and all I could have been
Until they reduce my whole life to a sin.
-Jackie