Day: Dec 20, 2021

I bled for thirteen days trying to make myself heal,

Bled for thirteen days before you turned me into a meal,

And you ate angrily, devoured me with great vengeance,

Hoping I would finally give up and go with the angels.

Between all these assumptions you made me carry,

The one about me falling on my knees really scare me.

There must have been a moment you realized:

“My chains will get her weak, emotionally paralyzed.”

Then, there must have been a moment you knew

That you cannot fix the damage you have caused with glue.

I bled for thirteen days trying to make myself heal,

Bled for days to make you slip on a banana peel.

And I made you fall into the abyss due to a technicality.

You swore you would climb out, but you lack the mentality.

I stand by the very edge and laugh as your face disappears,

As it vanishes, as my heart erases my deepest fears.

-Jackie