Escape Tracks

Photo by Tom Fisk

Your wings left scars on my pale back,

Your stories gave me chapters I didn’t write.

Your red waters sunk my escape tracks,

And painted the calmest sea angry and white.

-Jackie

Silver Pieces

Photo by Egor Kamelev

Seven armies looked for my silver pieces

after your storms were finally done with me.

I have no tongue, no breath and no heartache left.

There is no wind to deliver my apology.

-Jackie

Remains

Photo by Gonzalo Carlos Novillo Lapeyra

The remains stay silent in their shallow graves

And the curtains stay closed as the sun rises.

These days I collect fresh skulls, not names,

And I do not cover up my demise.

-Jackie

Envy

Photo by NIKHIL BOMBATKAR

I envy the humans who have another cheek to turn

Because vengeance is the one thing keeping me alive,

And if I didn’t have bad blood in my veins,

I wouldn’t sit here all charming and well-spoken.

I envy the souls that don’t have to keep doing this.

Yes, perhaps that sounds morbid and bitter,

But I know my honesty doesn’t make a difference,

So I keep spilling words like cheap drinks at a bar.

-Jackie

The Rat King

Photo by ἐμμανυελ

The bridges warm me up as they’re burning down.

It was your decision to stay in this cursed town.

Papers float in the air, and they prove you’re guilty.

Come and get me, Rat King.

Make sure that you kill me.

-Jackie

Grasping

Photo by Delilah Rayma

The wet fingers tighten around my ankles,

And I grasp for air but it fails to fill my lungs.

My blood runs colder than the mighty ocean,

My secrets start spilling out of the open trunk.

-Jackie

My Tomorrows

Photo by Resarse F

Spellbinding moments turn into graveyards,

Turn into castles,

Turn into stones.

Why is this story still going backwards?

Did I lose hope?

Did I end up alone?

I loved and I lost you in the deep waters.

The hills echoed screams,

But not the sorrow.

If I had one piece of soul to barter,

I would give it up.

Take all my tomorrows.

-Jackie

Nail In A Coffin

Photo by Matheus Natan

You left dirty marks on my only altar,

You left thirty scars on my sinking trust.

Each corner of my church smells like regret,

Each nail in my coffin tastes like rust.

-Jackie

For The Hopeless

Photo by Swapnil Sharma

Put the animal in a cage

and put your pulsating rage in my pocket.

I cannot escape the heatwaves,

but I can empty my eye sockets.

Put the cynic in a cathedral

and play ethereal songs on loop.

We are really not making strides,

we are just stuck on an endless hoop.

-Jackie

Killing Dart

Photo by Leonid Danilov

When I knew there was no light left in my windows

And there was no steel left in my sinking heart,

I let the streets know the name of my only traitor.

Not even the wind could catch that killing dart.

-Jackie