Red Red Red

Photo by Yana Sichkar

Affluent neighborhoods shake in horror.

Bile drips down necks and silent lips.

I did not push you to do the worst thing,

Yet you pushed me with your red fingertips.

-Jackie

The Rat King

Photo by ἐμμανυελ

The bridges warm me up as they’re burning down.

It was your decision to stay in this cursed town.

Papers float in the air, and they prove you’re guilty.

Come and get me, Rat King.

Make sure that you kill me.

-Jackie

Even

Photo by Plato Terentev

The melody crawled into my ears and chest.

I did not know the song, but you were obsessed.

My feet carried me as the music was playing,

And your words bled me dry while I was praying.

You hummed venom into my nervous system.

Neon filled my pupils and dripped down the pistol.

The melody turned me into your final demon.

I robbed you of life as you robbed me of feeling.

-Jackie

Grasping

Photo by Delilah Rayma

The wet fingers tighten around my ankles,

And I grasp for air but it fails to fill my lungs.

My blood runs colder than the mighty ocean,

My secrets start spilling out of the open trunk.

-Jackie

My Tomorrows

Photo by Resarse F

Spellbinding moments turn into graveyards,

Turn into castles,

Turn into stones.

Why is this story still going backwards?

Did I lose hope?

Did I end up alone?

I loved and I lost you in the deep waters.

The hills echoed screams,

But not the sorrow.

If I had one piece of soul to barter,

I would give it up.

Take all my tomorrows.

-Jackie

Nail In A Coffin

Photo by Matheus Natan

You left dirty marks on my only altar,

You left thirty scars on my sinking trust.

Each corner of my church smells like regret,

Each nail in my coffin tastes like rust.

-Jackie

For The Hopeless

Photo by Swapnil Sharma

Put the animal in a cage

and put your pulsating rage in my pocket.

I cannot escape the heatwaves,

but I can empty my eye sockets.

Put the cynic in a cathedral

and play ethereal songs on loop.

We are really not making strides,

we are just stuck on an endless hoop.

-Jackie

Killing Dart

Photo by Leonid Danilov

When I knew there was no light left in my windows

And there was no steel left in my sinking heart,

I let the streets know the name of my only traitor.

Not even the wind could catch that killing dart.

-Jackie

Good Times

Photo by Alexander Zvir

The darkest storms pass

and the nicest words rot

and I wish things would last

when my stomach’s in knots.

The good times spill

and the bad days fade

and I outsmart my will

but never outrun my fate.

-Jackie

Under A Lid

Photo by Vova Kras

I would have been so relieved if I saw your eulogy

Stating in no uncertain terms that you lost your legacy.

I would have jumped up and down like a joyous kid

While my rage trapped and suffocated you under a lid.

-Jackie