Silver Pieces

Photo by Egor Kamelev

Seven armies looked for my silver pieces

after your storms were finally done with me.

I have no tongue, no breath and no heartache left.

There is no wind to deliver my apology.

-Jackie

Copy Of A Breakup Note

Photo by Nikita Nikitin

The game you play in my head hedges your bets,

But I don’t have the money to pay off your debts.

The new price tag is getting too heavy to carry.

You’re running out of ancient hatchets to bury.

Silk wraps around scars and wraps around necks,

And you wrap around me without any regret.

The game you play in my head is closing up soon.

Make sure you pack up by this afternoon.

-Jackie

Remains

Photo by Gonzalo Carlos Novillo Lapeyra

The remains stay silent in their shallow graves

And the curtains stay closed as the sun rises.

These days I collect fresh skulls, not names,

And I do not cover up my demise.

-Jackie

Dear Hangman

Photo by Gu Bra

I left wine stains on your white sheets

Even though I’ve been sober for months.

I left teeth marks on your soft neck

But got spared during the witch hunts.

They could not believe the things I said

And swore that beauty erases sin,

But I know they’ll bury me alive tomorrow

And make a prettier suit out of this skin.

-Jackie

Mailbox

Photo by Pavlos Lee

My nerves swing over the top rail of the Juliet’s balcony,

And I curse even the softest of our god’s inventions.

I stare at my mailbox like time herself owes me money.

Each ticking second sedates my good intentions.

-Jackie

Good Spirit

Photo by cottonbro studio

I loved writing the ending of this story more than I could love you,

And maybe it’s for the best that we split before we had anything in common.

The moon echoes my crooked cries, but I’m unsure who I should be grieving.

Maybe you were a good spirit that I was just not able to summon.

Maybe our first waltz under the stars was meant to be our last dance,

But I don’t trust fate more than I trust people who claim to adore me.

The moon dives towards the green planet as I watch in slight horror,

Cursing myself for not being kind enough to tell you my bitter “sorry”.

-Jackie

Someday

Photo by Kirill Seleznev

Someday I’ll learn to deface the things that hurt me most.

Someday I’ll defeat the urge to assign my problems meaning.

Someday I’ll admit that my worst angles deserve a toast,

And someday I’ll be happy just because I’m still breathing.

-Jackie

Misused

Photo by Marina Gr

Step on that line, cross that bridge,

Smudge the paint, pull out the stitch.

I dream about your ice-cold singes

And being stuck in a misused glitch.

Kill the messenger on their path,

Break their neck in seven places.

You bleed me dry in a bubble bath,

So dry I don’t even leave a trace.

-Jackie

Envy

Photo by NIKHIL BOMBATKAR

I envy the humans who have another cheek to turn

Because vengeance is the one thing keeping me alive,

And if I didn’t have bad blood in my veins,

I wouldn’t sit here all charming and well-spoken.

I envy the souls that don’t have to keep doing this.

Yes, perhaps that sounds morbid and bitter,

But I know my honesty doesn’t make a difference,

So I keep spilling words like cheap drinks at a bar.

-Jackie

Unphased

Photo by Tolga Aslantürk

These memories taste distant and blissful.

They dissolve like sugar in hot water

Until I no longer miss you.

These tiny eternities we are setting ablaze,

They cry for the moon,

But it remains dark and unphased.

-Jackie