Downsize This Life

Photo by Alexander Krivitskiy

The bridges must burn before the moon loses warmth

And I must confess my love while I still carry wrath.

Times untangle themselves in these mirages and visions,

And stones cast shadows that cause great division.

I have no place in my pockets for moments or hours,

And my lips spill secrets that make my friends sour.

What if I downsize this life and sell pain like portraits?

The bridges must burn if they cannot afford it.

-Jackie

Ocean

Photo by Анатолий К.

There is no sun to silence my sorrow with its rays,

There is no wind to lure in my dark and hazy days.

I dream but I know that I should keep it at bay

Because hope is an ocean destined to break my dismay.

-Jackie

Paper Flowers

Photo by Roman Kaiuk🇺🇦

The paper flowers on the windowsill died of thirst,

And I crumbled under my own raindrops every evening.

Ghouls danced on the metal roof until the red dawn.

The sun rose from the meadow,

And I forgot what I was grieving. 

-Jackie

Velvet Ropes

Photo by adanvdo

He stares at the gate like will could change the times

And bring my ashes back to where we once began.

The rain puts him in rusty shackles of pain,

But no amount of faith can make him a good man.

He bows his head and bids his farewells each morning,

And each night he buries another dead hope.

There is no one to tell him, no one to notice

How he keeps me trapped in his velvet ropes.

-Jackie

By The Door

Photo by Maria Eduarda Loura Magalhães

The coat hangs by the wide wooden door

And even its smell can’t make me stay.

I was your ground and your marble floor,

Yet you burned our home every other day.

-Jackie

Over

Photo by Suzy Hazelwood

The framed photos of us lasted longer than the promises

The sweet nothings spoken too soon

And bullets dodged too late

The framed photos of us survived seven house fires

The flames licked the stained glass

But did not dare to touch fate

-Jackie

Through The Hills

Photo by Anna Romanova

The thorns drew blood

As I walked through the hills.

I quit the chainsmoking,

Threw out the white pills.

The sky broke down

While I reached the peak.

My gaze was angry

But my legs were weak.

-Jackie

Schemer

Photo by Ekaterina

I tipped off the driver

I made the wheels turn

It was me all along

Let the confessions burn

I rigged your numbers

I paid off your debts

Was I the love of your life

Or just a petty regret?

-Jackie

Leaving Heaven

Photo by Manjari Singh

The charcoal clouds above her head parted

just so that the lightning could hit her twice.

She did not take joy in leaving heaven,

but she preferred it over getting compromised.

The ground beneath her feet got muddy.

She was sure that the gods will drown her out.

As she opened her lips to curse the black sky,

the rain muffled her furious shouts.

-Jackie

Escape Tracks

Photo by Tom Fisk

Your wings left scars on my pale back,

Your stories gave me chapters I didn’t write.

Your red waters sunk my escape tracks,

And painted the calmest sea angry and white.

-Jackie