
Sweat dripping down her chin as her warm breath vaporizes the winter air –
She’s the obnoxious type, insidious gaze and long tightly braided hair.
The smell of her floral deodorant is making me nauseous to the bone
So I watch her pass me from the onyx shadows, I want to get her alone.
She runs up the small hill and disappears for some time, have I lost her?
I’m fidgeting a cigarette bud between my fingers like an inept mobster.
Seven minutes pass and I hear her approaching the park again, I freeze.
A sigh of relief escapes my lips. I ready my fists to deal with this tease.
I’ve noticed her running by my windows ever since the last Christmas eve,
With her smouldering looks, with her black shoes, her heart of a thief.
It wasn’t attraction or passion, it was this beastlike, even primal desire
To choke her ashen, making the tip of her tongue burn with an ungodly fire.
So I wait where the streetlights can’t expose my pale complexion,
I shiver with anticipation as her feet cross the nearby intersection.
The closer her rhythmic steps come, the louder my right ear rings.
I even imagine someone finding her body when the first birds sing.
As she steps out of the light and into the poorly lit corner of the park
My arms reach for her shoulders – but there’s nobody in the dark.
Surprised I turn around, I spin like a lost child left alone in the mall.
Then I see it – right where the pathway emerges from the duskiness,
She stands staring, reminding me of a haunted doll.
I scream but no one hears my call.
-JW








