By The Door

Photo by Maria Eduarda Loura Magalhães

The coat hangs by the wide wooden door

And even its smell can’t make me stay.

I was your ground and your marble floor,

Yet you burned our home every other day.

-Jackie

Over

Photo by Suzy Hazelwood

The framed photos of us lasted longer than the promises

The sweet nothings spoken too soon

And bullets dodged too late

The framed photos of us survived seven house fires

The flames licked the stained glass

But did not dare to touch fate

-Jackie

Through The Hills

Photo by Anna Romanova

The thorns drew blood

As I walked through the hills.

I quit the chainsmoking,

Threw out the white pills.

The sky broke down

While I reached the peak.

My gaze was angry

But my legs were weak.

-Jackie

Schemer

Photo by Ekaterina

I tipped off the driver

I made the wheels turn

It was me all along

Let the confessions burn

I rigged your numbers

I paid off your debts

Was I the love of your life

Or just a petty regret?

-Jackie

Leaving Heaven

Photo by Manjari Singh

The charcoal clouds above her head parted

just so that the lightning could hit her twice.

She did not take joy in leaving heaven,

but she preferred it over getting compromised.

The ground beneath her feet got muddy.

She was sure that the gods will drown her out.

As she opened her lips to curse the black sky,

the rain muffled her furious shouts.

-Jackie

Escape Tracks

Photo by Tom Fisk

Your wings left scars on my pale back,

Your stories gave me chapters I didn’t write.

Your red waters sunk my escape tracks,

And painted the calmest sea angry and white.

-Jackie

Silver Pieces

Photo by Egor Kamelev

Seven armies looked for my silver pieces

after your storms were finally done with me.

I have no tongue, no breath and no heartache left.

There is no wind to deliver my apology.

-Jackie

Copy Of A Breakup Note

Photo by Nikita Nikitin

The game you play in my head hedges your bets,

But I don’t have the money to pay off your debts.

The new price tag is getting too heavy to carry.

You’re running out of ancient hatchets to bury.

Silk wraps around scars and wraps around necks,

And you wrap around me without any regret.

The game you play in my head is closing up soon.

Make sure you pack up by this afternoon.

-Jackie

Remains

Photo by Gonzalo Carlos Novillo Lapeyra

The remains stay silent in their shallow graves

And the curtains stay closed as the sun rises.

These days I collect fresh skulls, not names,

And I do not cover up my demise.

-Jackie

Dear Hangman

Photo by Gu Bra

I left wine stains on your white sheets

Even though I’ve been sober for months.

I left teeth marks on your soft neck

But got spared during the witch hunts.

They could not believe the things I said

And swore that beauty erases sin,

But I know they’ll bury me alive tomorrow

And make a prettier suit out of this skin.

-Jackie