Wasted Away

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The feathers fall on weathered tombstones.

All the candles are dripping bright orange wax,

And the lights are calling me home.

Shapeless branches cover me like a blanket.

I hide from the moonlight yet another night,

Seeking out shadow to thank it.

Leaves get tangled in my hair with spiderwebs.

There is not a single soul around in these trees.

I give up my common sense.

Tranquil whispers shuffle in the distance

As I waste myself away hour after long hour,

Searching for a sinless existence.

-JW

The Night Screamed

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The road beneath my boots is everlasting.

It trembles as I rush,

Melting like it’s made of plastic.

The thunderclouds are stealing my breath.

Lightning erases my thoughts,

Taking all that I have left.

And the dust settles but not for too long.

The particles resonate,

They carry a dying song.

I stand in the middle. I am out of excuses.

The night screams like a banshee,

Killing my muses.

-JW

Meet Me At The End

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I stood on the edge of an epiphany,

Trying to choose between a peace of mind

And my own serenity.

But I swore to give it all for my kind,

Swore to swallow the burning jealousy.

I swung my foot over the emptiness.

You told me to hold back.

No, I do not sell my selfishness.

You do not own whatever I lack.

Meet me at the end of this precipice

So we can fall towards the soothing black.

-JW

Note #834

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The night covers my honesty in dim lies.

It is just you and me beneath late October sky.

The moon drips silver in your empty cup.

I reach for the light, but I am out of luck.

And you dance through the grey branches,

Shuffling the particles into avalanches.

It is a perfect storm with us in the middle.

I try to entangle the story

But each part is a new riddle.

-JW

The Red Glisten

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My tongue is a tightrope,

It twists when I command it.

My tongue is a rude joke

When words get too stranded.

The teeth serve as a trigger

When other defenses fail.

They leave marks and figures,

Shoot coffins into nails.

And my lips glisten in red,

They quiver when you whisper.

My lips speak with the dead

And make the third sin my sister.

-JW

Call Me From The Dark

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Take me to through the fields of silver

Where all fates float like rivers.

Take me down the steepest hills

Where they hide away our wills.

Let me risk it, let me be saved

When I take the road less paved.

Let me stand up and let me fall

When my ego grows ten feet tall.

Run me over if I disobey you,

Pull me apart unless I pay you.

Run me like a show, bright and loud.

Call me from the dark to kill the crowd.

-JW

Fine

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My skin is taking your form.

It adjusts to every edge.

The vessels are blue and scorned,

Feet hanging over the ledge.

What did I expect, truly?

Your words launch like rockets.

And your tongue is unruly,

Asking me to empty the pockets.

But you never seem to mind

When I put my life on the line.

You curse out my breed and kind,

Rotting everything that is ripe.

(Still, I tell them it is fine.)

-JW

The Wait

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The lights on the ninth floor are trembling tonight.

I know you are waiting,

Building your appetite.

The hair on my back stand up when you whisper.

Your breath fogs up the windows,

And my vision grows crisper.

The left foot is moving, the right one stays still.

I know I am late,

But you have time to kill.

The candles on the ninth floor leak wax tonight.

My chest lifts the elevator

As I hold myself tight.

The door is about to open and show me your face.

I know you keep waiting

For me to find my pace.

The darkness from your eyes engulfs my senses.

I walk beneath the stars

And drop the defenses.

-JW

Our Carnival

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The carousel ride never ends.

We spin with the Gravitron,

Spilling glitter on our intents.

And they call us graceless,

They stomp on the lights.

The kaleidoscope covers us

As hungry fire ignites.

Once the sparklers cover the sky,

I hold your hand tightly,

Knowing this is the very last time

These memories will find me…

But our carnival never ends,

Even if it kills us nightly.

-JW

Note #834

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My body sinks into your peaceful waters

Until the pale lips no longer need air.

The oxygen I cherished

Disappears in a flair,

And my longing flesh feels perished.

My fingers sink into your wavy hair

As ship horns blare in the distance.

I open my eyes

To your loud persistence,

And I know it has all been lies.

-JW