I wasn’t the bad guy, I wasn’t your torment.
I was the last prophet for your killer temptations.
You left mud on people like they were your doormats
And you blamed me for it with no hesitation.
-Jackie
I wasn’t the bad guy, I wasn’t your torment.
I was the last prophet for your killer temptations.
You left mud on people like they were your doormats
And you blamed me for it with no hesitation.
-Jackie

I read the sentences off the page like it wasn’t a testimony,
A testament to the heaven and hell you once ruled.
I sung paragraphs until words became homophonies,
And the phone never rung,
It just called me a damned fool.
-Jackie

I don’t think it was the ray of light that stopped us
And I don’t trust gods who wanted to cause the ruckus.
It wasn’t the moon and it wasn’t the sun in the sky.
If I ask you twice, you must come up with a better lie.
I don’t think it was the hope that kept us in the game,
And I don’t believe that people’s luck are all the same.
It wasn’t my grace and it wasn’t my fear of death,
But I swear I heard you laughing as the dull crowds wept.
-Jackie

The avalanches only buried one half of the truth,
The snowfall only hid away one side of you.
Bloodshot eyes stared at me from the furthest corner,
And I couldn’t escape when I crossed the border.
-Jackie