
I lie because everyone around me is smiling
And I must smile too.
Imitations upon imitations arguing over timing,
But I’m here too.
I’m smiling too.
Why do they believe me when I do?
Do I seem like an impressionable fool?
I get headaches when my face forgets how to be true
And my pupils use irises as their pools.
I pretend because the others seem happy
And I must have joy too.
One day the web of lies will trap me.
It will trap you too.
-Jackie