Racing The Rats

Photo by Fidan Nazim qizi

My tepid flesh is failing me,

My bones turn dry and frail.

I reached for visionary peaks,

Now I have a tiger by the tail.

My body took a hundred beatings,

It got used to my betrayals.

Will it survive another week?

Will it return me to the cradle?

I know I must stop the race,

Burn the finish line to dust.

My lungs will give up air

If I keep mixing love and lust.

Is there hope for the restless?

Do I deserve a gram of peace? 

My tired thoughts pull the lever

As I fall to my knees.

-Jackie