My Narratives Trap Me

Photo by Ekaterina Astakhova

They point fingers, they shake heads,

They make boots for me from lead,

And I bow down to the floor,

Begging them to curse some more.

Their heels dig into my bare shins,

And they’re convinced I’m made of tin.

I break my lashes into pieces

As they spill my wine and reasons.

They know how to make me tick

Even when I’m burned and sick.

I wish they had some sharper blades.

My truth spews flames from greyish shade.

They turn my stomach inside out,

Kiss my goodbyes on the mouth.

I hope one day I lose all ink

Or break the part that makes me think.

-Jackie