
I fell for your tricks because they kept away my ghouls.
Little did I know – you would never show me yours.
My red mascara dripped on the beige kitchen floor.
I told you my truth, but you just called me a tool.
You made me indecisive in the worst situations,
I healed you like a wound, treated you like a patient.
My survival instinct must have been on a vacation
Because when I look back, I no longer have the patience.
I fell for your charms because I was too proud to lie,
And I granted others wishes and a dozen second tries.
But I am starting to remember how to not want to die.
Love, now I know better – bravery is a reprise.
-Jackie