
After decades of outgrowing the good-for-nothing small-town tropes,
I close my lids some nights, asking the darkness – why do I still cope?
Not that I demanded it, no, not that I begged them to give me a rope.
But holding onto my road helps when I start losing the gilded hope.
It is funny, a thought can fly faster than a silver bullet through the sky.
I never requested a single favor, and nobody ever asked me “why”.
Now the mud is seeping through the cracks, it is muffling my cries,
And once again I find myself back in my hometown,
Feeling like a trapped butterfly.
-JW