
All I think about is the day you run out of things to combat –
And you’re left there with your pain,
Left without keys under the doormat.
I hope the way I play the field tears your insides into pieces.
You promised me I will never arrive,
Never see the place where all peace lives.
But my stamina found a way to bloom without you there.
Now you only have the photographs
And your own empty stares.
You ask about me in the shop I used to visit after school.
They know all about your history,
They even call you the small-town fool.
All I think about is the day you run into me in a parking lot.
I don’t resemble your daughter,
You’ve become just an afterthought.
I hope the way I walk by, cold and unfazed, rips you apart.
Despite your worst wishes, I pulled through.
To spite you, I stayed honest at heart.
-JW