
When nobody’s around, I sneak out to the forest to dance.
I greet every critter, I hold it in my trembling hands.
The moonlight pours its salvaging light over my arms,
It tingles my spine, releases all the pressure and harm.
So I waltz to the never-ending music of this greenery,
My bare thumbs touching every inch of the scenery.
The lines in my palms blossom like rare spring flowers
But they fade when the sky releases the sunlight showers.
I return to my shelter, re-entering my life more than sleepless,
Pretending to blend in with those walking around heatless.
When there are people around, I hide my muddy feet,
I secretly cross my fingers when admitting complete defeat.
Each afternoon we all bow to the same concrete gods,
Then go home and unwrap our faces from the phony gauze.
When they all go to sleep, I sneak into the forest to scream.
The soundwaves escaping my lips scorch the chartreuse leaves.
-JW