
Tie me down tightly the next time I try to claw my irises out.
The lights are acidic, music is pale and I don’t make myself proud.
Lie to me before you let the rope touch my infected neck –
And remember the hand they’ve given me came from a defective deck.
Don’t trust my cool when I approach the window so slowly.
Dearest, please, hold me back roughly, like you owe me,
Chain my feet to a block of static, mellow memories.
After all, we built this house from second-hand gossip and prophecies.
It’s time to let it slide through the fingers, let it dissolve.
And maybe, just maybe, saying goodbye will let it evolve.
So wrap the leash tighter but don’t let me look away.
The walls we built have to crumble right before my eyes
To make sure I obey.
-JW