
The tiredness pulls my lead limbs towards the ground,
Like a form of gravity that’s unspoken, yet unfound.
The strings that tie my will together weaken each day
And I hope they don’t snap but it’s too late to pray.
I chase down the healers, I seek out the warlocks –
They treat my burning tears like a poison hemlock.
I look for old scrolls in the most secret of folders,
The coldness in my spine slides up to the shoulders
As I turn the last page and there’s nothing to save me.
My osmium head keeps sinking faster in this dark sea.
The mirror image trembles, each night it grows fainter,
My body is the canvas and the heaviness – its painter.
-JW