
There’s fright in my fingers when I set your ruins ablaze,
There’s tension in my neck as you go burning up in flames.
But what scares me the most is how much I enjoy it,
Seeing you mouthing overdue sorries for a brief moment.
And tomorrow I won’t have to pick up your broken frames,
Won’t have to chase these blended dreams just for the chase.
The moment undefiled mud got up to your high-held chin,
I knew you’d let everyone else’s high horse to win.
Now I’m riding in the saddle, calling mercy or shame,
Somehow the call comes easy when I get to your name.
One day I’ll pull the trigger, I’ll erase what started it all.
Your blurry portrait will swallow the fire
And finally make you small.
-JW